I dont expect that it helps much, but maybe just a teeny little that you have us internet strangers. Alot of us were pretty invested in your journey and rooting for you. I also said many adult words on your behalf.
I can hear him right now when he got upset. I kinda say it the same way he did.I've heard he liked them alot
Someone called me wife material once. I told that man I wasn't anyone's freaking material but my own.your perseverance is ****** amazing. you could be a rancher.my quick takeaway is...at least the ground work is already done, the rest should be cake now.